It wasn't like there was a lot to wreck, either. Remus couldn't afford anything too nice and what he had was because James had helped.
He pulled away, eyes flashing as Remus pushed himself to his feet. "Yes, Sirius. I'm quite aware of the fact that they're dead. And I wish to God I could change that. I suppose I could just leave you to your self-flagellation since you're intent on claiming every mistake made for yourself. Nevermind that James and Lily agreed. Nevermind that you weren't the one who gave them up.
"Nevermind that they were MY FRIENDS, TOO."
Remus didn't lose his temper much. It had never seemed like a good idea around people who knew he was a werewolf, even if it wasn't exactly something that he had a lot of control over. He wasn't going to lose control of himself because he could only change at the full moon. But being the calm, thoughtful one was always his place in the group. Except that now their group was shattered and he wasn't sure how to handle things.
He stepped back, rubbing his hand over his face. He smeared tears away from his eyes, ignoring them. "I don't know what to do, Sirius. I just...I don't know."
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Date: 2012-12-07 12:59 am (UTC)He pulled away, eyes flashing as Remus pushed himself to his feet. "Yes, Sirius. I'm quite aware of the fact that they're dead. And I wish to God I could change that. I suppose I could just leave you to your self-flagellation since you're intent on claiming every mistake made for yourself. Nevermind that James and Lily agreed. Nevermind that you weren't the one who gave them up.
"Nevermind that they were MY FRIENDS, TOO."
Remus didn't lose his temper much. It had never seemed like a good idea around people who knew he was a werewolf, even if it wasn't exactly something that he had a lot of control over. He wasn't going to lose control of himself because he could only change at the full moon. But being the calm, thoughtful one was always his place in the group. Except that now their group was shattered and he wasn't sure how to handle things.
He stepped back, rubbing his hand over his face. He smeared tears away from his eyes, ignoring them. "I don't know what to do, Sirius. I just...I don't know."